Goodbye deviants! i'm leaving DA. sorry to say that i am but my time here has faded..... and is now ending. the current events that led to this are to remain my own little secrets. and the people i love and have loved will reamain in my heart. though i know things will never last and stupid to think other wise.... but for those people.... thats a different story. i'm just sorry we couldn't continue. i'll always remember our smiles and laughs and all the joys and heartaches we have and had. though, once i did believe we could've made it, stayed together, and be a family.... but one wrong move, could lead to complete distruction. i know people may never forgive, but maybe if i go and leave alone, people will be happier. who knows in 10 years, we may meet again.... and maybe stay together. but i relize that my head is in the coulds and i'm just trying to live a fantasy. i guess that mistake woke me up and threw me into reality. i never thought it would ever come to this. ever. but i relize its the best choice. to maybe stop fighting it for once and step down. giving others the chance to be free and happy. i just don't want to see anyone get hurt even more. so i'm doing what i know they wanted me to do. just go away. so i am. goodbye. no. not goodbye, goodbye means i'll never see you again, until we meet again.